post # 1.

Let's start from # 1.

Technically, this is my not-so-first blog. I've had blogs before --that I loved, in the course of my soul searching and meeting people.
Now, after the ins and outs, I decided to start a new blog at the same time that I am starting a new chapter of my life.

I am still me, the pleasing chaos.. but this time, I want to do some more serious writings as, again, I step into the world of double life, commitment and a life long promise.
I have yet to experience becoming a wife, and a  mother-hopefully.
To step out and beyond my own self and to put into action the theories i've gathered in my discoveries before.
I want to see how different and the same my view, my mind and my mouth (hahahaha! ) when I was single and now that I am double.. (lol)

Plus, not only am I starting a married life, I am also going to live in a different place, a different language and a different culture.
It makes me scared. happy.excited. doubtful. and still in love.

Let's see. I'll see how this will turn out.

Right now, I just feel like a giddy kindergarten! (^-^)